I live without you

I live without you,
Still holding memories.
Beings a smile on my face,
At the same time about you it worries.

You told me not to look at your picture,
What do I do of the one in my heart?
Without you baby life is unclear
And I have no idea where to start.

Despite of things between us,
To you I still belong,
You lay in me like an incomplete prose
Of an incomplete song.

Every day I get up,
Your face I wish to look at,
Thoughts surround air around,
Still pleasant are those yet.

Time goes by,
Still I wonder what you are up to.
Part of me here and part missing,
To go on I have to.

Yet something holds me back,
No dear I want you really,
Just give me a chance baby,
I`l love you dearly.