Hold Me...

         I'm hurt all the time.
I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside.
I just want someone to hold me...
I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me.
If no one cares, I don't see a point to go on.
Anyone find me! Anyone care!
I'm sorry, I just don't want to be alone anymore.
I feel unheard and unseen. Depressed and weak.
No one cares and yet I'm always the sorry one.
Someone find me! I'm scared.
Please hold me until it all ends.
Just hold me that’s all I want.
I don't want to be alone in the dark.
Just hold me as I start to disappear from the light.
Just hold me as I start to cry.
Just hold me so I wont be alone inside.
Just hold me so I don't do something wrong.
Just hold me so tight, that for a moment I could feel the light....

I Feel Sick.

I skipped school today.
I woke up sweating and I couldnt hear myself think over the rain pounding on the roof.
I like days when I feel like i can dissappear.
People text my phone, but I pretend I'm gone.
I never want to go to school again.
I want to go back to virginia and hide.
I want my old friends to understand I never hated them,
and that the only reason im not talking to them,
is because i honestly dont know what to say.
I still love you so much,
but i know you are all fine without me.
Sometimes i think i purposely push them all away,
because when i dont have them anymore, i feel sick.
and when i feel sick, it makes not eating easier.

TeaRs..

I was left walking alone as the rain pours down onto me. I hid my tears behind a smile as I stood alone at your doorsteps. Every step I took, a tear starts rolling down. I never thought that I would be worthless for you.


My ThouGht :


      I don’t ever think I could love you more than I do today, but then tomorrow comes and I find that I love you even more.

Alone aGain

         I wish you loved me as much as I do even for a one day.
Undoubtedly, I was to be the happiest creature in this world.
I did not think before that I would fall in love with you and need you so much to be always there with me.
I did not think that you would be the one to turn my life upside down.
I still remember the enjoyable time that we spent together.
I still remember your sweet smile and your angelic face.
I still see you in my dreams and I still long for you all the time.
You do not know how much I feel happy every time I see you or talk to you.
I just feel as if you are an angel coming from heaven and I am the only lucky person to meet you.
Yet, you always go so fast and leave me behind alone again.

Cutenes

         Your smile makes me smile.

         Thinking of you melts away all my worries because I know that I’ll always love you and you will love me and that makes me incredibly
happy.

         This love tonight’s invincible.

Kr!shna Golla..

My Thought...

That’s a strange way to say… I LOVE YOU!
But I want to tell everybody that I want you by my side for the rest of my days.

God Gift

       God gave me a wonderful gift…
and it was you…
you, who cares and love me so deeply… 

        Distance may separate us but my love for you will stay
you’ll be in my heart forever
god knows how much i truly love you so
lets be strong and contented so we can defeat all the temptations around us.

         i’ll hug you tight when we meet again
i love you much much much more more more my cookie

Things I hate About You

1. Being Grumpy
2. Moody
3. Secretive
4. Forgetful
5. Not keeping promises
6. Weak
7. Boastful
8. Good looking
9. Immature
10.Unsatisfied
11. Making me Fall… Endlessly and Hopelessly…

So much i wanna say…

         So much i went though all because i love you
I wanted as much to forget and turn back time when i was living simply without your presence
Without all the complications that you brought to my life.
Without all the lies…
But then, every time I am with you.
Despite all the lies…
Despite all the hurt…
Despite all the Ingratitude…
Despite all the deceit you thought i believed…
Despite all the hate i felt and went through with…
No matter how an UNGRATEFUL SCHEMING LYING BASTARD you are…
My happiest moments still…
Are the moments i happily spent with you…
And i cant stay Mad to the only person who can make me really Happy… Effortlessly… No matter hoe stupidly In love I am… I cant Find enough strength to Drop or leave you…